Hi,
this is my first time on Blogger. It was my friend who showed me this and I would say I was interested straight away. Some people might read this and some might not but I know that this is mostly for me to tell how I feel and what has been happening. First I have a lot of things e.g like facebook and Tumblr and all that but I just want to tell you I won't be posting anything related. I am really looking forward to this since I am not doing very well in my new school year. I just started college and I have having a lot of troubles. My friends from my other school, in my opinion my some-what best friend has turned into a stupid bitchy person, she use to be really funny but I just don't get it now. Her jokes are funny...if it's not about you. She always say these really mean jokes and then she adds a 'jokes' at the end and if you don't believe her she just leaves you saying "You need to learn to take a joke!" I wouldn't call it a joke if you say to someone that they are a loner and has no friends to hang out with now will you? That's the thing she use to be really kind and sweet and funny with jokes that are 'REAL AND NICE' but now... she's just hanging out with a slut and some other people.I hate her and I think she hates me!I just can't stand her! She just leaves me in the dust thinking she doesn't need me anymore. Well, maybe I don't need her also...
And I have this other problem, my netball training are going to start and they are going to be on Tuesday afternoons but the thing if I have after classes! AT THE SAME TIME! so my parents say I can choose one and I don't want to because in my after classes I am actually making friends after what like 3 years and am making progress but Netball i can't give up either cuz I always wanted to play! So i have no idea what to do! :( My parents aren't helping either screaming at me saying I am not organized with the time and all. But it's not my fault it's the coaches fault but it's not like they'll listen.
sigh. I am so tired and it's only term 2! I can't believe it! I have no doing very well in college except for my studies which is always still good. But in social matters, NOT REALLY!sigh. what do I do?!
Yep this is my first blog and I already am spilling out my darkest secrets.
xx
-A
