I adore her, I really do, how she can just wear and say anything she wants. How she can just forgive and smile like nothing has really happened, how she can make friends that won't back stab her and gossip about her, friends that won't let her down and will include her in everything. I ENVY her...how her life is perfect, how her life was exactly the same as mine was 5 years ago...she was the one that was supposed to be suffering from pain, the ugly one, the unpopular one, the stupid one, she was suppose to be the one that was hurting everyday, the poor one...but how come everything became the opposite? She took everything from me. My life WAS perfect,like the way her life is now, but how come now...It's the complete opposite, even though we were BEST FRIENDS...
How can my life turn upside down...turn fake and painful...how can it turn into something so...so impossible?! How can she have such a perfect life? I don't get it! I really don't! Just what happened? Have I been in an unreal dream for all those years or...am I just living a total...
nightmare...
xx A
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