Monday 7th May 2012

Hi again!

I'm pretty happy today!! Ya know that girl called 'Lydia' well she started talking to me again and yay!!! I really missed talking to her about what happened during that day and so on. I really miss her! I'm glad she talked to me and I'm also glad she saw me with a friend so that I can prove to her that I am NOT a loner! I'm just soooo happy! Today I felt like everything was in place and I felt belonging except for me pimples and acne (yes I do have acne) and I HATE IT! I really want to be pretty but I can't without these stupid acne in the way. I went to a doctors appointment last Tuesday and they said I haven't grown much taller either and I have gained weight!! I'm not fat or chubby just short and small! which I don't like!

I feel really relieved today except for the test and studying I have coming up but in my social life I feel...suddenly soooo free! :) It kinda makes me wanna cry...but I won't.

I haven't got much to talk about today and I was pretty satisfied with today's outcome. But I must admit I am still very lonely. I miss all my friends from my old school..and even the guys too! That's how much I miss my life of the past...But I can do it! I sure hope I can anyway...sigh. They say that with every girl's sigh a little happiness is drained out, and I believe that since I have been sighing a lot and I haven't been very happy.

I hope me and my new classmates make better connections through the year.I really do. I wanna make new friends that I can rely on and tell jokes to, just like I did last year and the year before that. I don't really like 2012, but I can't go back in time and like they say everyone must move forward and to never look back because it will hurt. And I defiantly agree...

Thanks for staying in tune! =)
x -A