Monday, 21 May 2012

My deeper secrets-It's driving me insane...

What happened?

I don't know, I really had no idea what happened.One moment I was walking home from school chatting and laughing along side with my friends the next moment I get home and come upstairs to my room, My face is wet with tears and my throat is all dried up and it hurts like hell! Like I was putting up a facade all this time. My parents were down stairs,well I...I had...I had this mental breakdown.

What happened?
I don't remember much, it all happened all too fast. I didn't get it. I was sobbing my heart out all of a sudden. I looked at myself in the mirror, I didn't want to cry but..why didn't the tears stop? They just kept flowing down and down. My eyes were bright red an dmy nose was runny.Why did I just suddenly...

Something is not right. I feel everything has already changed, I know it has becaus emy chest feels lighter everyday and I'm laughing alongside my friends everyday.Why did I just sudden;y burst out crying? WHY!

I thought eerything was happy again the way it to be, everything would be perfect, but I guess...nothing can really go back to the way it was.huh.

I need to let it out otherwise...it'll drive me...

insane

x

A

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