Wednesday 30th of May 2012

Hey long time no see!!!! School is going...just a little bit under great. We have holidays on Friday because it's teacher only day and the school is closed on Monday since it's the Queen's birthday! Yay 4 day weekend!

Stuff at school have been ok, but ya know that girl called 'Lydia' well it seems like someone asked her out and she went on and on about it...I don't get it why would anyone ask her out??I mean I'm better then her taller then her and smarter then her but how come that guy asked her out?! Well, maybe it's because of the girls she's hanging out with these days. They are like sluts. I mean who wants to have sex at the age of 14? Seriously. How can she be friends with these people?!! My first friend...well, she's going to be going back to America California! Cool aye?! She will be gone for about 7 weeks, so I will miss her heaps!!! She was my first friend at this new school...

Anyway, today we had a late start. We always have late starts on Wednesday. Anyway well, me and some other old friends visited our old school. OMG everything has changed so much. I always wondered how it would feel like to not be a part of the class but come back and wear another schools uniform. To tell them how my old school has been and to know that everyone fusses over you because they haven't seen you in such a long time. Lot's of hugs too. I really really miss them. Ok, that was not the point, the point was that one of my old friends saw that my skirt was a bit higher then last term or so, and she was like making mean humour and mean jokes about. I get it ok! My skirt is really short but I don't fit in and this is the only way to fit in! Can you not see that?! But I guess she was right, last term my skirt was way longer then it is now. So I adjusted it. But she had to say it in front of 'Lydia'. I lost so much face today, if you know what i mean. I really miss my old life a lot. Maybe I just have to just be myself and that's all right. I need to be myself. I want to.

I don't have my netball game on Saturday but I will be going to the movies with my friend. She's treating me since she has the free movie tickets. Yay! I wonder what i should wear. I always worry about this just in case I bump into someone I know I want to show off and all but...why, is this really necessary? I really should just be myself.

xx A